Currently listening

1. Under the table and dreaming - Dave Matthews' Band

2. Crash - Dave Matthews' Band

3. Some Devil - Dave Matthews

4. A rush of blood to the head - Coldplay

5. Viva la vida - Coldplay

It makes me wonder whether I am wired wrong in the head when I am ready to chuck all that I have ever wanted to do just to try to see if something new will work. And then, I realized that there isn't even a sliver of comprise from the other side of the table.

Makes me the biggest fool around, I guess.

Insomniac

I don't really need the lovesick thoughts of a girlfriend, the unknown worries of a hazy future or the stress that works give me to keep me sleepless.

I still f***ing can't sleep.

In the sand.

Sometimes the girl is here

With her indigo eyes

And her brand new gear

She won't stay for long

She has to walk straight home

Patience, time comes, she says

Kiss me but don't you tell

This over as soon as this fire burns through

She's on the ocean

He's in the sand

She's stuck in motion

He is sliding gently off her hand

Springtime and turnoil

She pours white wine

And gets herself lost

She falls over

And disappears into the meadows

Wayward and highstrung

She is lovesick and ever so strong

Then it's over like none of this ever was real

She's on the ocean

He's in the sand

She's stuck in motion

He slides so gently off her hand

Perception

Have you ever seen your fondest dreams turn into your worst nightmares?

Quite honestly...

... I do not look like a clapper, or neither am I one. And you really do not have the potential to be an electromagnet - not yet. So, the bottom line is - quit trying to make the bell ring.